Have you been editing your life? Instead of allowing the Presence Within to give to you freely have you been dictating what you  do and don't want to experience actually avoiding what it is you don't want? As it has been said before the universe works in spirals not directly.

So your life does not go directly to it's objective. I have fought the flow and paid the price but, now I am allowing and going with the flow and reaping the rewards.

Sometimes we fear that something bad will happen to us if we just let go. But, if you are feeling love, just feeling love feeling that joy, nothing bad will happen to you.  You are protected by love. Challenges will come up.  When we are challenged we are offered a choice, perhaps several choices. You make the choice from that feeling of love and/or joy. We can know immediately after we make the choice whether it was a choice that progresses you, stagnates you or reverses your direction. Listen.  Listen to your heart and your inner beingness. Often when we have bad dreams or nightmares it is our self conscious telling us to wake up we are not listening to the direction that we are being given. Feel love.

So often we look at  our imperfections and focus on them rather than looking on  our perfections and expanding them.  Within all of us is a part that is perfect.  That is free of dis-ease full of health and happiness.  There is also a place of peace.  If you could imagine going within to meet up with that part of you that is perfect in your place of peace.  Imagine the surroundings. what is it that makes this a place of peace? What are the colors of this place.  The feeling of this place, the smell of this place. The sites and sounds of this place.  Once you have it firmly in your mind allow that perfect part of you to come in.  Again, feel what it would be like to be perfect. Feel the body you would have if you had perfect health being perfectly happy and in joy. Even if you have difficulty in imagining perfection feel the perfect energy and allow it to saturate your body.