I am a chemical petri dish!  I have done so many drugs in my life both for health and recreation.  I now live on at least ten meds a day for heart diabetes etc.  I am sitting here meditating and saying I want to be pure again!  I want to cleanse all these drugs and impurity from my body.  My inner voice my presence within tells me "You are pure." "all of the substance you have taken in is an illusion." "You can force it from your cells and let it drain away." go to the part of you that is perfect. perfection and raise your physical body to that vibration.  Take on the vibration of a perfect body and allow it to vibrate off the imperfections the darkness. This perfect body is not who you were when you were born or who you were growing up but the pure perfect form of who you truly are. 

Follow your heart!  It is the greatest advice anyone can ever give. Your heart  won't lead you directly to the place you want to go but, it will lead you to places where you will learn the things you will need when you get to where you want to go.