What do you need to give up in your life to move on?

Many people are "stuck" in their lives.  They don't know what they want to do with their lives or how to move on from where they are at?  Something is holding you where you are at.  I just asked myself this question "What do I need to give up in my life to move on" and the answer came immediately to me.  I have to give up my sexual addiction. The porn the naked pictures of men chatting online in hookup groups. Why is something like sexual addiction holding me back.  Well, the energy is wasted that you could do so much more with. Sex and creativity  are linked together.  The energy you use for sex can be used for creativity. This is difficult for me since I've had it a long time. I took all the porn and porn sites off my computer and as I was doing this I could see how the porn affected my base chakra. It was being depleted just looking at the naked men and porn. 

I met a guy years ago who had a beautiful home and by his account had an amazing job.  He told me at the start of the AIDs crisis he decided to give up sex altogether and concentrate his creativity elsewhere.  That was my first hint from the universe.  Of course as all who know me know you have to hit me upside of the head to get my attention. I can be dense sometimes.

Doing what you love is a big equation to being happy in life and if you are feeling stuck in your life or if  there is something holding you back that you need to get rid of or you are holding onto something that you need to let go of (empty your cup)   then it is the biggest step to total happiness.

From the Silva Center:

10 Ways to Raise Your Vibrations

All your thoughts and feelings are energy, and energy is vibration. Learn to Raise those Vibrations and watch your life change dramatically.
1. Find something beautiful and appreciate it.
Beauty is all around us, from the morning dew to the evening stars and everything in between. Most go through life not noticing all the beautiful things that are around them, and yes it’s every where, so take the time to notice them, and appreciate them when you see it. Whether it’s the scent of a flower or the way rain ripples in puddles of water, appreciate the beauty life has to offer.
2. Make a list of all that you are grateful for.
Making a gratitude list shifts your vibrations from focusing on what you do not have to what is already abundant in your life. There is more to be grateful for than you could possibly imagine. You can start with “I’m Alive!” and expand from there. Gratitude is the Attitude.
3. Meditate.
Sit in a comfortable position, close your eyes and breath in and out. Too often we rush through our days with a scattered brain leaving us in a state of anxiety and stress, Meditation helps to calm your spirit down and put you in a peaceful state of mind. 10 Minuets of meditation a day can change your life forever.
4. Do something for someone else.
Giving to someone else shifts your thinking from “I don’t have enough, to I have more than enough to give to others.” Abundance is a high vibration.
5. Stop complaining and gossiping.
Complaining and Gossip puts you in a very low vibration. Ask yourself “Are the things you are talking about bringing you more of what you want?” if not then, Stop complaining, and start finding ways to rejoice.

6. Move. Exercise. Get active.

Vibration requires movement, the more you move the better your vibrations move. So Get Active! Dance! The happier you feel, the more you will draw happy experiences to yourself because you are operating at a different frequency.
7. Realize that you have more control over your life than you thought.
You are not a victim to circumstance, past, family upbringing, trauma, or anything else. You can change your life in an instant. Just realize this. In many wisdom traditions this is called “total responsibility.” No one is responsible for how you feel right now but you. It isn’t a curse. It’s a blessing because it gives you your power back.
8. Breathe.
Just sit and try to make your breath longer, fuller, and more relaxed. It has a direct affect on your nervous system and helps to calm you down. A calm vibration is a high vibration.
9. Do Something You’re Afraid Of
Fear holds us back from being in a state of love and happiness, and facing those fears opens you up to a greater world of possibilities. Fear of Spiders? Watch a documentary on the life of spiders and realize how amazing they really are. Scared of public speaking, say a poem at an open mic. You’ll begin to realize your fear was worse then the actual problem, and a sense of relief will wash over you.
10. Have a Meaningful Conversation with a Friend
Rather than gossip or complaining, talk about you ideas. What do you have planned for yourself? what do you think is the nature of reality? Are we spiritual beings having a human experience? Talking about these things with someone helps to raise both your vibrations by thinking big. If you don’t have someone to talk to about these kinds of things with, there’s a community of higher minded individuals

After you surrender your desires to the light you will bring more light/Love.   Your only purpose is to bring in more light/Love.  As you do this the magnetic field of the light will pull your desires out of you you and into the light where they will be transformed to something better. Your health will be transformed. Your desire for a home will be transformed and so on. Feel yourself drawing more light/Love.  Feel it expanding inside you. See how all else fades away.  The more light/Love you have the less fear you have.

your ego will tell you that you need your desires.  You know that having desires is natural but, not necessary part of life. Life will provide you with all your needs.  Some of your wants that it deems  necessary for your development.  This is why some people have so much and some have so little being wealthy is important for some peoples development.

How do you separate what your ego wants and what you need.  Example: I had a tooth pulled from the top front of my mouth. I joked I was just one banjo away from being in "Deliverance". I got a upper partial to replace that tooth and some others that were missing but in the back. The
 partial not only replaces the tooth but makes it better for my mouth and myself for eating. I needed it.  It just wasn't cosmetic.  What are you doing in your life for  cosmetics or just to look better to others. Search within. Do I want a new car so that I can look cooler or do I actually need the upgrade to help me keep up with work and make things easier for myself and my family.

As I said in the last post the Creator is light. You are light. Love is light. You are Love.  To bring in more light/Love, surrender to the light allow it to come into you more and more. Feel your body opening up to the light.  Feel the light within you. Feel it expanding in your body, your organs, your cells. Feel the love that is there.

I was just doing my workout (my best thoughts come to me when the blood is flowing) I was listening to "The Power" by Rhonda Byrnes  talking about the law of love or in her mind the law of atractions.  I have discussed before there is no law of attraction. Everything exist right now (she says that herself) but everything exist at a different rate of vibration. We are electro-magnetic fields so to "draw" what you want to you, you just have to feel the vibration of that thing.  Now say you are not in perfect health (hand raised) and you want to draw to you a time when you were in perfect health.
this is not wise.  You want that perfect health but if you imagine yourself as you were you will also be vibrating to what was happening around you at that time.  You want to vibrate to perfect health as the situation is now with all you have learned.  So take the vibration you felt before but progress it through a life vibration that is healthy still progressing yourself to where you are at. 

 I am re-dedicating myself to honoring my soul and listening to it's messages to walk my path.

The creator is light.  Everything is contained in this light.  Go within and find this light within you because we all have the creator within us. Now surrender all your desires to the light. A new house, health, new car more money, drugs sex everything you desire either good or bad or neutral surrender all you desires.  Empty yourself of what ever it is you want.  It is all in the light anyway. The more you Empty yourself the more you become light the light and all you desire will manifest for you.  This is a bold statement and some of you will find that you have not manifested that which you previously desired. Why?  Because you have not really let go of you previous desire.  Why? That you have to find out by going to the desire within you and asking it.  Find where your desire lies.  Give it a form  and sense of feeling around it.  Be able to hear it on some level and then ask why it has not gone into the light.  Find out what the  answer is.  Sometimes the answer is "because it is not time".  Then you must discuss when the right time is and what you have to do to speed it along. Once you find out the process you need you can start acting on it. Gradually you will find if you go back to the light that it is magnetic and will draw the desires, slowly but surely, to you.

Allow the healing.   Feel the healing coming into your body.  No matter what the outside looks like.   Your creator wants you to be well and happy.  Feel the healing and be well. I just woke from a dream where I was part of all these different dimensions and they were all connected to each other  but, there was no conflict between dimensions.  One of the main ones being bliss.  There was no up or down right or wrong no conflict what soever just a feeling of bliss.

I believe our own feelings of bliss are hindered by our judgements.  If we did not have judgements we would be in a state of perfect bliss.

Become one with all that is around you all that you want to be hear, do,  say,  feel. Become one with the tree you see, become one with the car your drive, become one with the place where you live. They are all a part of your consciousness. You projects these things our from the inner you. the presence with in. When you start to become one with it you will understand where it comes from. Then, you are able to understand it.  Once you have a major undersanding of these things, people etc. you/they change.  If you do not like something in your life you have to understand it first and then the consciousness of it will change along with you consciousness.

To become one with the Tree, feel what it would be like to be a tree, roots deep down in the earth, wind blowing through your leaves, feel your trunk and bark.  Same with the car or home feel what your car feels like the engine the interior the exterior, carpets, seats all of it. And, then your home, feel you are your home different rooms what it feels like to be a certain room in your house, the sun shining in, or not.  The furniture the bathroom and kitchen fixtures all of it. 
Allow negative thoughts and then allow the light of the creator to shine though them.  Once you do this with simple things then go on to people animals etc. around you. Feel what it is like to be those people and then bless them know that while you feel them you do not know what they have gone through to become this person.  You can then forgive them for whatever slight.

Allow the light of the creator to shine through all of this.

I allow healing energy to flow through my body. I learned how to do this studying with Rosalyn Breyere one of the top hands on healers in the country.  I was led to her in a very strange way. Remember the universe is not a straight line but spirals. One day many, many years ago, when I was living in Los Angeles,  my friend Joe Pierce was telling me about a psychic (Linnea Reed) his buddy went to and said she was very accurate (named names and everything)  We decided to go even though she lived in Menifee California which was 2 hours away from L.A. She lived on a small ranch on which she had a bird sanctuary.  It took a dirt road to get there.  She came out of her house.  It was a very "Little House on the Prairie"  moment.  She greeted us "Howdy boys" and said she couldn't hug us or shake hands because she didn't want to get that close to our energy yet. We went in and she gave us a reading one by one.  I let Joe go first, I believe, not sure now. When I went in Linnea sat on a bed  with a mask covering her eyes.  She said her visions appeared to her as if in a dream.  She started talking about me how I came here to heal these young men with this disease. And she said that you have touched the hem of God and you want to be over there with God but, if you leave you will piss off a lot of guys that could have been healed by you.  Linnea then said that "hon, I don't mean to frigten you but you have 3 days to make this decision or you are going to die.   Afterwards I spoke with her to find out where I could learn healing.  She said she had no Idea but I could start with the Aquarian bookstore in Anaheim they may know.  She said she thought there was a woman in Pasadena but didn't know her name.  I called the Aquarian bookstore and they directed me to Rosalyn Breyere in Pasadena.  Later that evening I was searching out a micro cassette to record my dreams on. I found an old one and didn't know if I could copy over it.  I put it in the recorder.  It turns out it was a tape of a Channel I had seen about 10 years before at the point I put it in the channel was saying "The entity has come into this life with a knowledge of herbs and healing and that if he wanted to learn more he could study with a woman named Rosalyn Breyere

 in Pasadena.Well, don't have to hit me with no brick.  I signed up and did 4 years with her.

Recently I've been dealing with judgement, well, most of my life I deal with judgement because whether I like it or not I immediately judge people.  It is part of my nature so I just let it go. forgive myself and then see the spiritual part of the person.  I don't do it to be mean it's just the way I'm wired.  I allow the thoughts to pass as clouds would pass and try not to lock onto them. Ash long as I don't put feeling into the judgement I am not harming anyone I don't believe.

We are a mental/logic based society. We are taught to use our minds rather than our feelings to make decisions.  We rely more on our minds and "logic" than we do on our feelings. so feeling the feeling of Love and relying on where it directs you can feel like an uphill battle. So many of us are programed to use our minds over our feeling.  The mind is celebrated in so many ways.  For example for anyone to respect you you need a degree from an accredited school, University or college.  For respect you need a title. Even in religion which is supposed to be more Spiritual/Feeling you need that coveted title for someone to respect your opinions. Feeling can be very vague and unless you train yourself to feel your feelings there won't be anything specific to relay.

The feeling of Love can be easy or difficult to pin down depending on your experience with it. If you've felt that intense feeling of falling in love and become attached to it instead of becoming connected to it. It will hurt when you detach. Now try this.  Go back and feel that intense feeling you had for someone or something not becoming attached to them or it again but just feeling the feeling..

You can even do this with negative feelings. Why would you want to do this with negative feelings? Because we have all had that feeling of someone we immediately dis-liked without knowing why. These feeling help us to avoid getting involved with someone who may do us harm in one way or another. You also do not want to become attached to these feelings either negative or positive. It can be like a drug and when it stops it hurts. Withdrawal symptoms. to  ease these you must reconnect the love back into your system. Being connected to these feelings is another matter altogether.  The connection to feelings is easier because a connection is not as intense as an attachment.  it is more friendly than passion.

Your inner presence is your guide and it is you.  Surrender to it.  What do I mean when I say surrender? You let go.  Let go of the ego or whatever is in the forefront telling you what to do. relax your body, your mind, your spirit.  Let all the tension go. empty yourself and see and feel yourself empty.  Then feel the inner presence to flow through you.  It will guide you to wonderful things.

Daily Message of Grace:

Everything truly is in Divine order, even when you can't see it. And the same miracles, the same synchronicity, the same mysterious, wondrous beauty that has lead you to this moment will continue to carry you through whatever is happening. You are wrapped and cradled in unconditional love now and always. Your Angels                                                                                                       

 We mustn't  wallow in our desires.  Whether it be sexual desires or material desires.  It creates tension in the body.  It is something we want that we don't feel we have.  When we create tension in the body and/or mind we keep peace/love away from us. You can experiment on your own. Try thinking a sexual thought or about something you think you desire sexually and then go back to the feeling of love.  It is difficult is it not.  Love will bring you what you want.  What you desire as long as you focus on Love and not that which you desire.

I am number 1.  Okay, so I'm in line at my cafeteria, filled out the form to order food and now I just have to put a number on it so they know it's me.  I look in the basket at all the plastic triangles of numbers and I see the number 1.  I hesitate to pull it.  Why?  Well, I can't be number 1.  I'm not a number 1 at anything.  What would it mean to be number 1?  Well, that would mean that I'm worthy of everything.  I could allow myself the best of everything.  I could feel good about myself.   And, yet that doesn't feel right.  I don't feel like number 1.  Although there is no reason why I should not feel like number 1.  I am the only one of me.  That would make me number 1.  So far I am the best I can be.  Again this would make me number one.  The more we convince ourselves we are number 1 the more good we allow into our lives.  For this new year make yourself #1.  That does not mean that you make anyone else less than because they too are #1 in their lives.

I chose this picture for my New Years picture because on January 31, 2014 it will be the Chinese New Year of the Green Wood Horse.  It's going to be a great year for me because I was born during a wood horse year.  I also ate my black eyed peas today to bring in prosperity in the new year.
why do I do something so superstitious when I believe so much in spirituality?  The reason is that we are programmed to certain superstitions so it is easier for us to believe they will get us what we want faster.  The consciousness of thought is very powerful when a number of people already have it.
 It is why the term God is so important even though I don't believe in a Judeo-Christian God.  The term God has been around since the beginning of time so the power of the word representing a powerful being is locked in our consciousness.  And if you can associate it with positive meanings so much the better.

So changing you vibration to change the situation around you can be very easy or very difficult depending on where you are at and what you want to see in your life.  Say you want a free coffee.  Changing your vibration to a person who gets free coffees is for most pretty easy to imagine. Therefore easy to change your energy to.  Changing your vibration to a person who has a new car may be simple if you see yourself as a person that can afford a new car or have a new car handed to them if not, it may be a bit more difficult.  It is all in the way you see yourself.

Also remember that all vibrations don't match. So  while you may be able to have it all,  you can't have it all at once. Start with your vibration.  Feel where you are at.  Are you at a high level of vibration or lower level of vibration? Be honest with yourself.  It is the only way you can change your vibration. Now feel the vibration you want to be at.  is it easy for you to obtain?  Realistically.  If you know you have your work cut out for you so much the better.  That way you wont get disappointed as easily. Also practicing some sort of meditation or relaxation technique will also help by relaxing your body you are changing your vibration and that is something you can readily feel.